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Katya and Arkady

by Sophie's Dream

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1.
Cold Water 02:59
this is the place we know so well i call it heaven and you tell me to go to hell well, you didn't call me over here just to talk politics in a 7/11 parking lot, up to our old tricks i check it all against my memory, it's some time since i been here poems of sappho on the passenger's seat and a rosary on the rearview mirror i guess you think you're clever or you know me pretty well but i don't pray much anymore and i'll never be a story you can tell i think that i have gotta get out of here everything we had, we lost it to doubt and fear if you won't come, i guess i'll go alone so i lay my head in your lap and you read me another stanza you dazzle me with poetry, then you freak out like sancho panza if you feel like giving up tonight, i could hold you in my arms but come tomorrow nothing i do will keep you safe from harm neon lights glow in the rain, i think that you're asleep i can't move under the weight of you, the lights go out as the night grows deep i think that i have gotta get out of here everything we had, we lost it to doubt and fear if you won't come, i guess i'll go alone
2.
in the field where the chemical plant burned down there are shards of glass buried in the ground i dug one out and got a little bit older i saw your reflection come over my shoulder what do you think about in in-between times? do you set fire to buildings, do you memorize your lines? in the field where i gave what was left to you the grass would die almost as quick as it grew you said we could nourish it with our own blood i thought you were joking, i misunderstood so maybe you meant it but what did you mean? were you talking to me or just to yourself in a dream? in the field where i try to see you as you are you swim half naked in the municipal reservoir yes, there's toxic waste in the water supply if you drink it of course you eventually die the taste is unusually sweet, so they say oh what the hell, we've all gotta die someday
3.
Fire Eaters 03:25
i tell you i'm ok, but i don't feel ok i tell you i'm ok, but i don't feel ok let's stop, it's not happening, at least not today if i perched on that wire, i wonder what you'd do if i perched on that wire, i wonder what you'd do would you try to help me down, would you climb up too? if i'm not making sense, well it's not my concern if i'm not making sense, well it's not my concern things don't have to make sense, things just have to burn i look in the mirror, wonder if i'm alive i stop by your house and i wonder how you survive i know that it's mostly just beyond our control but the flame can't hurt you if you swallow it whole don't make me nervous, i'll jump out of my skin don't make me nervous, i'll jump out of my skin i don't want us to fight, but if we do i'll win if you're gonna be a coward, don't look me in the eye if you're gonna be a coward, don't look me in the eye don't back down, don't flinch, and don't cry i look in the mirror, wonder if i'm alive i stop by your house and i wonder how you survive i know that it's mostly just beyond our control but the flame can't hurt you if you swallow it whole
4.
In Litore 02:51
i don't know but i don't like it take the flint in your hand and strike it little sparks fly out from your touch i don't remember that it hurt so much this is the way you are, i guess but in my private moments i have to confess i think we're losing sight of the shore dart out into this newfound land try to make me understand i watch you mark out your new space hunger on your beautiful face built for conquest, born to run our eyes so fixed on the rising sun that i think we're losing sight of the shore furrow your brow like you've caught a glimpse of it now the water is wide, my limbs are sore i don't think i can see you anymore the sky is gold and the land is stained with the golden blood that runs through your veins but i, i cannot cross if i wander too far i get lost too weak to hold you, too weak to go you'll found your stronghold but even so i think we're losing sight of the shore furrow your brow like you've caught a glimpse of it now the water is wide, i stand on the shore i don't think i can see you anymore
5.
you stand on my doorstep, two feet deep in snow hands crammed in your pockets, almost ready to go it makes me sick to look at you, no i don't know why so i don't even mention it, i just say goodbye body of marble, tomb of bone i've been here all my life and i wanna go home you lie out beneath me in nothing but your shirt i don't know where this pain comes from, i guess loving you just hurts my eyes linger for a moment on the shadows on your neck i imagine leaving you for a second just to check body of marble, tomb of bone i've been here all my life and i wanna go home and while you lie there, i remember you, and mark your shape you'd never been so beautiful, i could dream only of escape out the window don't you see how the burdened trees all bend? aren't we just like those poor trees, love? or that's what i pretend crushed beneath the frozen weight we crowd together to stay warm but staying put won't keep us safe when comes the winter storm body of marble, tomb of bone i've been here all my life and i wanna go home
6.
tell me how you're feeling and all gentle and revealing i will let you sleep until it's time to wake up tell me plans and calculations, build imaginary nations and i'll whisper little things that i make up cause someday you'd like to see the whole wide world but as for me i have a hard time getting out of bed shadows at the forest's edge i rest upon your window ledge and travel to the places in your head make another daisy chain and if it doesn't ease the pain of fearing that you will never leave your home then take the comfort, at least such as i can give, it isn't much, that neither shall you ever be alone berlin, paris, italy you promise the whole world to me but i know what i'd rather have instead you gesture and hypothesize i smile as i close my eyes and travel to the places in your head
7.
say the dumbest, tritest thing, believe it anyway tell whatever story's fit to get me through the day the highway signs talk back when you're driving late at night we do a lot of things to survive, it doesn't make them right whenever i hear paranoid, i brace for the attack the radio on at three a.m., i get scared the second i look back at the winding road behind me, dissolved in empty space the world gets dark when the shadows line up, if i could find just one safe place anywhere or somewhere a rabbit's foot to ward off harm, a cross for my regrets and you within a ten foot range, it doesn't hurt to hedge my bets crash hard when i get home, wander outside the stars burn like signal flares, some dreams just can't be denied your voice hoarse on the phone at the breaking of the day if you'll dare or let me dare, we could get away anywhere or somewhere when in this town or in this world there's nothing beautiful or new when each small light is stifled, i'll come find you anywhere or somewhere
8.
Sacrifice 03:28
i don't want but i don't mind if i don't see you around then i'll see you behind it's a hard walk down to the killing floor and i don't think i can do it anymore a year ago this very night you said you loved me and i said all right but what exactly does that mean to you and what exactly will i have to do for you for you my neck on your bed like the chopping block you asked permission but i couldn't talk i wouldn't say that it isn't nice but some things demand a sacrifice the crown of my head is soaked with sweat don't ask me anything you'll regret you remind me of an old photograph i didn't mean to make you laugh in the dawning hours, in the glowing light next to you, paralyzed with fright and with desire and limbs gone slack and if i leave now, i'm not coming back it's not enough to say i'll stay to buy a memory, you have to pay when the sun crests your window you start to sing i decided i'd give everything for you for you
9.
it rains on the same days every year what does it take to get a break around here? fluorescent lighting, linoleum floors from the high schools to the convenience stores it all blends together, i can't keep it straight but i vanish the moment that i hesitate tilt at windmills all day just to blow off steam till you wake me up from svidrigailov's last dream just when i think i'm getting used to me i find that i'm not the man i used to be but i take it in stride keep on moving and i'm bound to find a little distraction, an open door i need a reaction, i can't take much more i get too sick and tired of swimming upstream till you wake me up from svidrigailov's last dream pick a fight just to see if i can wind up bruised and bleeding in a garbage can make a story for the story's own sake lo and behold, you're there when i awake under the train tracks in a thunderstorm you offer your hand just to keep mine warm you don't talk much, i don't mind in a town so small, you were hard to find i wasn't looking, but i'm looking now the frozen skyline seems to take a bow there's not a thing in this town that's quite what it seems till you wake me up from svidrigailov's last dream
10.
Katya's Song 03:26
it rains on the same days every year i never knew i could feel such fear i stare out the window, the water drips how many more days till apocalypse? cause you like to keep on the move head buzzing with thoughts, something to prove and you like to keep your hands clean you're beautiful like you want to be seen when the house is empty the walls seem to breathe it's been a few days, i should probably leave covered in blood you came to me like a child come drifting down through the reeds i stand in your room and i feel myself smile it's strange but i guess it had been a while you turn around like you forgot i was there the sun had come shining down through your hair and a rosary hung from the post of your bed a reminder of your past, you said you might not have guessed, but i had a past too i just seem to forget it when i'm around you you looked to me for a time like a home in this world if that wasn't how our story unfurled i was never that strong, you were never that brave but something about you makes me feel safe

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odd tracks are arkady
even tracks are katya
track 1 is the end
track 10 is the beginning
it rains on the same days every year
foray

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released January 8, 2016

sophie's dream is or has been nathan, julian, nick, a.j., a.x., amanda, and andrea.

nathan: vox, guitars, synthesizers, banjo, soundscrubber, songwritering
julian: guitars, bass, drums, synthesizers, soundscrubber, production + engineering, mastering
nick: 1st lord of nord, vox
a.j.: drums
a.x.: vox
amanda: 2nd lord of nord
andrea: violin

written at a.x. and a.v.'s old room in new york, nathan's old room in new york, nathan's basement in cincinnati, nathan's shitty apartment in d.c.
recorded at julian's house in cincinnati, wnyu and wkcr in new york, ultrasuede studios in cincinnati

photos taken by nathan all over the east coast and midwest

the place is always the star of the story. thank you to the places.
thanks also to john curley for his continuing support of the cincinnati scene, and for the use of his studio.

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