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City of God

by Sophie's Dream

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1.
you only get one shot to do this the right way people are living and dying by the words that you say how does it feel to hold their souls on your lips to shape their lives and hope that you don't slip cause it's a hard thing to get across the pained and the pitiful, the desperate and the lost the stories of heroes are written with blood sometimes the storyteller gets caught in the flood and it's a terrible weight to bear alone when the song that you're singing cuts you to the bone when you feel your strength fading and your heart retires and you're whispering into a telephone wire please won't you help me carry this weight unravel their mysteries, their loves and their fates i'm ready and willing so sing through me i'm a receiver waiting, you know this call ain't free
2.
with ten long years of war at our backs we can't even remember who's on the attack there's invisible kings who tell us who to fear and who we are fighting and why we are here i come from the country, we've always been poor since i was a young boy, this land's been at war the man marched off places we'd never seen but we knew them well enough by the image on the screen recall if you can that merry green land those beautiful spires and domes now we wait on the plain, we few who remain and wonder if we'll ever get home after ten long years in the enemy's eyes baptized by fire and unrecognized when in the lonely night you hear a watchman's call you do start to wonder about life behind those walls when i grew old enough i knew i'd enlist a man fights for what's right and he fights for what's his i swore when i set out, i'll do all i can i came here a boy and now i'm an old man recall if you can that merry green land those beautiful spires and domes now we wait on the plain, we few who remain and wonder if we'll ever get home fight on for your country, fight on for your god just keep fighting and never mind why it seems there's no end but please never surrender to give up is surely to die recall if you can that merry green land those beautiful spires and domes now we wait on the plain, we few who remain and wonder if we'll ever get home
3.
Oh Glory 02:46
signal fires like funeral pyres they burn here every night there's enough poison in the air in this town so don't ask me for a light i feel so restless, i wanna explode so don't talk to me about hitting the road i could take you up when i'm at my worst but i might have to hit some other things first if we could live forever then we'd have no need of this but this world and what we leave in it may be all that there is you'll never be a god but you could die standing upright so keep your eyes fixed on the skies and baby keep glory in your sight oh, glory running feet on rain damp streets this city's under siege it's been a long winter and a hard fought war and spring's just out of reach they say it's not for me to question but i think it's time i made a confession if the whole world lives or dies tonight i want in on the action, i want in on that fight if we could live forever then we'd have no need of this but this world and what we leave in it may be all that there is you'll never be a god but you could die standing upright so keep your eyes fixed on the skies and baby keep glory in your sight oh, glory
4.
i took a walk down to the shore last night while all the others were asleep the ships lined up far from the city's lights you shouldn't make promises you can't keep pray for evening, seek to save the dawn's own herald infantry for the sake of a single wave i fear that i would halt the swelling sea down in the camp, the women waiting from where i stand, i can see the gate mothers, wives, and children praying i wonder if their women pray like us as they wait and we all have friends who wait back home what's a promise worth when the future can't be known? there's a lark that sings some gentle mornings in the moment after waking before dread returns but there's a crow that flies and brings foul warnings and i dream of a fire that grows as it burns i saw the blood left on the stone i wanted to run but how far could i get alone? there's a nightmare i've never had before where bodies crumble into ashes and urns all i want is for us to survive this war but i dream of a fire that grows as it burns
5.
we struck at dawn we had nothing but ourselves to rely on we fought all day this land demands a price you'll pay we struck at night took you by surprise, it's a savage sight by the moon's sad lamp i saw the flashing blades lay low your unsuspecting camp and i was not prepared to see whole families running scared i'm a bitter achilles, but i'll do what i must this is our home, it was you who came to us the collapsing tents in the heat of battle you could lose your sense wish i'd lose mine if this is right somebody give me a sign what glory's found in cutting running children down on the battlefield i stopped i dropped to my knees and cried out to the gods i meet a silence i cannot defend there may be gods but why pretend? i'm a bitter achilles, they care nothing for us and in a godless world, what is there left to trust? i'd lay down my life to keep my city safe but could the lives of others be mine to take? i'm a bitter achilles but i'll see this through i'm on the verge of something, but that's when i saw you
6.
you told me once it's easy to be kind but where i come from, such things are hard to find if time turns on a moment, well it seems we have no history for there you stood with eyes ablaze at the moment all was lost to me you laid your head beneath the sky, the morning opened up to you the earth shone with the smell of growing things and i did not know what to do i think that we were doomed from the start but for what it's worth here's the saddest part of it all i love you if time turns only forward then we must have never had a chance you can't hang your hopes on an empty dream or bet your life on circumstance in the world external so it seems things only happen randomly but in the hidden world inside us all there's a story that starts with you and me this war could end, someday it might but here and now, even in spite of it all i love you this life has been lived with a borrowed heart but for what it's worth, here's the saddest part of it all i love you
7.
there must be a god that keeps us apart there must be a god that pulls us together it must have all been controlled from the start see the hands moving pieces, pulling levers it's said there are forces beyond our control and that storms may keep a ship from reaching port you may doubt my intentions but i meant it all and it was a promise, not a last resort we'll get away cross stormy seas we've made it through darker nights than these the gods may turn the tide but in the end only we decide there must be a god that put your face in my mind and there must be a god who drinks the soldier's blood everybody's got a fate but we're all of us blind so we might as well try and make our way in this world we'll get away from this land we'll let the pain come to an end i want you to know i'm coming back and let the gods be the ones to react because it's to you i give my vow not to the gods, at least not now love of mine, we'll beat the odds for we are greater than the gods
8.
oh the game boards of the gods are the proving grounds of men you might escape today but tomorrow, what then? oh yes accidents will happen and most often to the brave cause a hero can't fight like a man with nothing left to save i took the locket with the picture of our family round my neck i'm not saying this was fated, but what did you expect? he was dressed in shining armor, like a titan on the field and the sun flashed like a dagger on the bronze of his great shield i saw the bodies piling up, saw our men fall by his right arm i was terrified, paralyzed, couldn't get to the alarm but you should never drop your guard, even if you think you're strong and if you choose to love a monster, don't expect him to live long is it wrong to kill your enemy when his back is turned? well there is no right and wrong for me, that much i guess we've learned and something grabbed and guided me, a quick twist of the knife even if i knew you loved him, how could i have spared his life? there is a tapestry waiting, which the fates hold in store oh yes family is family, but cousin war is war while i wandered cross the field your heart wandered cross the lines while i thought i fought to save you, it's a comedy divine so you think you're not a puppet and your life is not a joke well don't get so disappointed when all that goes up in smoke he dies i die you die all the same it's just as well if you really wanna see him again, i guess let's go to hell
9.
the way is hard though the path is clear you could wander the desert forty years or near and find there only barren land where life leaves the body by the willing hand you could walk through the valley of the shadow of death where the grey air catches your icy breath i'll find you here, make nature reverse steal you out from under the frozen earth the dark is pressing in somehow life in death, i wonder now and the whole world seems to beat like a heart but i will finish what i couldn't start i caught your body, your blood mingled with mine that's a higher promise than a love divine the whole world shakes at what we might do well stay where you are cause i'm coming for you such a fearsome barrier is the grave i gave you my heart but your soul is mine to save ten million shades of men who walked the lands we stride and men who talked the same way we speak, the same way i call crying out to you, but i hear nothing at all except the endless whispers of the restless dead like the crystalline voices inside my head they threaten to shatter and i close my eyes just as i see a face i recognize i grasp for the body i once knew but your face is pale and my hands pass through and i'm calling out but are you even here? are you turning away from me out of fear? love, was it all for nothing then? or at least to see your face again if your voice can remember, find something to say do anything but turn away if you ever had a thought for me at all take my hand or at least answer my call i am reaching out to you i'm reaching stop stop stop trying whisper and go softly to sleep
10.
i swear i hear voices calling my name no matter which way i turn every day is the same still as a picture, trapped in a frame frozen in ice, crippled and lame you can never know when you'll be destroyed but are there no more terrible fates to avoid? endless patience or an endless void never left alone, never well-employed through the fog all you hear is shuffling feet i almost remember rain-damp streets and someone i should love, were we only to meet but all i see is nothing, and nothing is sweet i swear i thought your hands were warm you were almost here, you meant no harm did i almost remember, did i pass through your arms? but the fog cannot break, it can only reform who are you? who was i? where are we? why can't i i swear i hear voices calling my name no matter which way i turn every day is the same still as a picture, trapped in a frame frozen in ice, crippled and lame i swear i hear voices calling my name
11.
your funeral games were starting i could count myself amongst the broken hearted if i could do it all again well i don't know, maybe things would be different your funeral games will go on three days' time then we'll all just have to move on but it's not so easy each time i close my eyes i know i'll never be free i wish i could've known you, but peace of mind is hard to come by i wish i could've known you to be so cruel, to be so kind but your story wasn't mine to realize, to be a part of if i could see with your eyes and give you mine, would that be enough? at your funeral games the people weep and carry you up to the steeple i can hear it from the hills above i look down over the streets you loved these games are for the living i hope that the dead are more forgiving and a cool breeze touches my face but it isn't right, if i could i would give you my place i wish i could've given you the freedom you so dearly sought but freedom of another kind is all the gods have let me wrought you're free from the final chains while i am trapped here, a prisoner's play no god commands you now but i live in the shadow, and here i'll stay if i could i would give you your life, a story started, all too concise only fate but the fate is mine so breathless i apologize for all the lives you'll never touch, who'll never know you meant so much for all the thoughts inside your head which vanish now are put to rest and for the futures now destroyed, banished to the timeless void and for the sweet sights lost to you, the beauty of the world you knew but what use to you is guilt, it doesn't reclaim your blood spilt and what use to your lost love, what could ever be enough if i knew a way to drag back time, remove you from the fates' design if i'd never gone to war, lived my life as i had before if i could write this tale anew, if i could give my life for you your funeral games are ending you told someone i love there's no use in pretending
12.
the sun was rising as i crawled out your city in ruins without a doubt all your dreams gone to war and gone to waste i saw the walls crumble from where i stood i wept because if you could you would but you are lost to this world so i'll stand in your place another kingdom sent to dust but life goes on as we know it must life goes on but you are left behind i played the part of a wayfaring stranger left all alone, i looked for an angel but angels with hearts like ours are hard to find let the sky go dark, let the foul winds blow let the whole world topple so i can let go your home is lost and heaven breathes a sigh i bear a wound that runs too deep if i tell myself that you're only asleep maybe i could stand to sing you a lullaby i gave you the best of me you vanished almost instantly i'd give anything for your release but death is cold to all my pleas i'm begging you don't leave me alone i don't think i'll make it on my own each sweet thing is torn away beginning on your birthing day this world's love can't match its strife afraid to die, afraid of life i know what you would want for me but i haven't got your bravery i'll strive on despite what i lack i know you're never coming back i'm learning how to say goodbye but i'll at least sing you a lullaby i'll sing oh, good night, my love (this city's in ruins)

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sophie's dream is or has been:

aj: drums, bass, guitars, lap steel, shouts
nathan: vocals, guitars, banjo, perforated cymbal, piano, synthesizer, telephone
julian: guitars, bass, drums, tympani, canjo, bells, cymbal rolls, piano
nick: piano, organ, keyboards, vocals, shouts

with:

char: violin
eva: vocals
spencer: vocals
grace: cello

engineered by julian and josh elstro
produced, mixed, and mastered by julian with assistance from nathan, nick, and aj
thanks to john curley for use of his studio
all songs written by nathan and arranged by sophie's dream
shoutout to all wonderful sadists, great mistakes, and wandering members of the social rejects club
this album, for an old friend

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released August 23, 2014

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